Like you, I am free to choose.
I choose love,
Knowing well that,
Love may not choose me.
That matters not.
I can only have
What I wish to have,
And I wish,
To have love.
I will wear a hair shirt,
And live in the wilderness,
If I am free to love.
As much as I desire,
Love in return,
I've never had that,
So, living without,
I can have
The other side of love...
The giving of love.
You will never know
I love you,
But,
That's immaterial.
I cannot have both sides,
So,
I will have the only side
That I can have.
Love may not choose me.
You may not choose me.
But, I choose you.
I am free to choose,
And,
I choose love.
I cannot live only doing what others believe is right.
I can only live doing what I believe is right.
That will upset some people, but, will meke me happy...
And you will be loved.
Donovan Baldwin